disappointed (Sunday, September 16, 2012 / 8:33 PM)
Hi.
i just came back from having dinner with bf.
i can't believe he forgot about my birthday tmr and scheduled fyp meeting in the afternoon.
i mean it's fine to do fyp but the forgetting part really hurts.
it's not like he was pre occupied or smth he was free.
i mean this just goes to show how much he cared.
maybe he doesn't care about me that much anymore?
i'm really disappointed ):
he stopped surprising me and showering me with love, but i thought that atleast he would do it for my birthday?
i felt so bad ..
even my "enemy" remember my birthday, and he completely forgot.
i don't know how much i can take this anymore. it's not want i wanted.
sad. ):
oh and, thanks arh C. u really made it till the very end to tell me how much of a jerk u are.
even though i'm so much relieved and i think i can forget abt it already, but don't you even feel sorry for me at all?
i mean u literally was damn bad to me in the past and it was all because u wanted to know how popular u are? are you freaking serious?
yet i was here wondering if it was a retribution from hurting your best friend. do you know how much pain i've gotten? how guilty i was? how heartbroken i felt for looking at you in such a good way even though i knew u were a jerk?
do u know how long it took to convince myself nth happened?
seriously, what a joke. am i born to be made fun of or what. yet i thought we were close.
i was expecting a better reason than that. a better explaination.
