real (Saturday, December 11, 2010 / 12:38 AM)
Hello ! I just got back home from bugis junction. Today dan & i went to aerenia's house to do mask for her aunt. i did a pink one!
Nice right !! :D i'm so artistic~ hahaaha!
Ok next up, danielle's one.
She did both of it alone, so talented :D so nice :)
next up, the failed one aerenia and arina did.
The redo one i don't have the picture. ):
We spent a lot of time doing these masks. Overall it was a fun experience, i miss art. The memories of primary school art club days came back to me. I used to love art so much. My ambition whn i was young was to be an artist. Srsly i really thought of being an artist. I almost entered Singapore's Art school for secondary education if not because my year SOTA (School of the Arts) wasn't built yet. I rmb i filled up the application form for that school in primary 6 haha :D
After doing the masks we went to Bugis junction hong kong cafe to celebrate aerenia's aunt's maid birthday. It's nice they celebrate their maid's birthday. Our family don't even know our maid's birthday D: And i had like.. 5maids already? =X
Went home after eating (:
So holidays have just started. Aerenia, Dan and i were supposed to go shopping at city plaza tomorrow but i just messaged them to say i'm not going. I don't have the mood idk why. i felt everything was so unreal. The feeling is unexplainable (i think i created a new word). It's something like i felt like i was going out for the sake of going out. I feel like a party spoiler, killjoy, mood ruiner and more. I'm always like that.
It's like, i've lost trust in some people, i have this strong feeling and i'm probably wrong. But i just don't want to face it. I'm sick of it.
I dunno what's with my "intuition" or whatever it is, moodswing? emotional? I don't know. But i trust my intuition because 9/10 times it's always right.
Sometimes i'm thankful that i'm so sensitive and perfectionist. Sensitivity always let me feel the right thing and perfectionism always let me choose the right things.
Haiz..i feel so sorry. I don't know why also, just following my intuition. :/
