Disappointed yet again (Wednesday, September 8, 2010 / 1:32 AM)
): Im so disappointed at myself. FOM has affected me badly today. what i studied so hard on didn't rly came out, while what i didn't focus on came out. worst still, things i studied already exam blanked out and forgot. zzz.
Stupid, for once i wanted to do my best and work hard for exams and this is the result. chicken. ): I don't want already lah. Pacc also same case. studied so hard in e end couldn't finish paper, waste so many marks. Ever since i work hard it has been giving me negative results. What's the point? I won't give myself high expectations or force myself to reach my limit of studying anymore. I rather just let it be, i always score better that way.
I should be blogging bout the fun day we had after school today, but no more happy mood to do so alr ):
What if i say i couldn't care less about some things and some people? Some things are meant to be filtered out of my life and it will be. what if i say i wanna try totally different things? i think my friends and family will freak out. Hahah.
Nobody's perfect, but we are perfect in our own ways. (: Nobody understand yourself better than you :D
